I don't worry about it...just do what makes me happy...

Ugh....i need free space....i am bringing home work tonight....i swore i would never do that...the thing i hated most was when my father did nothing but talk and do work outside of it....life should be enjoyed....work should be enjoyable....but there should be a separation from the intense cerebral n controllable work world and the emotional unpredictable life away from there....one of the reasons i dont like hanging out with work friends...amazingly though the friends i made at mecca knew how to separate work and life....so yes i am bringing home work...this one time...only....at least i am getting paid....paris feels more like a reality now money wise....i just need to learn the language, find a place to stay, and find someone to take me apartment while i am away....maybe an sc intern....
Anyway tooo much real info for u today...but i cant help it....i am alone....