if only i could run on water...

I once reffered to love like learning how to run...as a baby u dont just stand up and go...first u roll around...then u crawl..and so forth...my first love was great but not perfect...and my last love was like i just stood up and took my first steps....and now with Anna i feel like i am walking, and it feels so natural...u dont need to think about how to walk it just happens u just do it...the next step is running...and i dont think that will be too hard to do with Anna...because the relationship is sooo fucking right and she is everything i ever dreamed about and soo much more and better and every step i take a feel like running, hard and fast....

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from sweden

Hah....battery low...no connection...and wandering eyes all prohibit an extractrion of exact clearity and cleaness...yet my heart has decfided on so many things my brain has not yet known...i do not belieave in soul mates or destiny and fate....i do believe in love...and how it becomes true...its not just about two souls coming together...its not being needed its...in her eyes...the look of love...its in her dimple...its the way her hair falls on her face...its how she feels in my arms...its the idea i have, we have, and happens without speaking,..its the touch on my back, the knowing she already is there for me before i know i will need her...its the way she laughs and the tears she cant release...its the panic in her voice and the calmness in our embrace...

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big guy in a little jacket

Not likeing long distance today...not that i ever like it...went shoping...found some long coats n trenches labeled as small...ha...i looked like a little kid swimming in his fathers jacket....not really fealing good about myself now....and decided no more shopping for me...not till i get to sweden and will have someones shoulder to cry on when everything i try on fits me like a giant bag....this suffering will not last long....i wont let it.

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