Sorry I have been gone for so long…heartache is a bitch…I wrote a song about it ”heart ache” here it goes…”FUCK YOU FAT BITCH!” ….I hate heart ache…that bitch that heart ache is takes so much out of my life…but now months over the relationshipS…tired of all my exes…I find myself in love again…so fucking in love…its like my body knows it’s supposed to be happening again…the cycle has turned ,and now it’s time to care about somebody …to be doing things for someone, giving, caring, living…only thing is I haven’t met that someone just yet…October is a crazy month for me…Halloween tends to bring the freaks to me…but it’s always about Lust…staring deep into each others eyes and not giving a shit about the rest...too bad the rest always finds its way into our lives…to keep this entry short and sweet I must say one last thing…to whomever you are…my Love, I might not be ready yet, nor you…but I cherish your smile, and the way you look into my eyes…your support and caring….all those things you bring to my life, all that gives me reason to do, to touch, to feel, to fill my passions in life…I have no faith or hope we will ever meet…but I will always love you.
