it's today again...

So....last night was rough...but, whatever....today is another new day...no matter how shity yesterday was today will always be new and tomorrow will always happen....until it doesnt and in that case you are dead so it doesnt matter anyway....i have a couple friends visiting from sac this weekend...i am always skeptical of visits form sac people...they like to say they are coming then flake out in the end....i hope they do...one of my closest friends is coming...she is a special person to me...she was a freshman and I a senior when we met...so funny how huge that 4 year difference seemed back then...today that is nothing...she and i are both dark individuals but she is way more skeptical towards people than i am...we would spend hours together talking over the phone...over the years the conversations went from weekly to monthly to seasonally then not at all...just growing apart becoming busy with our own lives...and maybe not needing each other as much...she is married and has a 4 month old baby....I cant wait to meet her husband and child...she will always be one of my favorite people in this world...that says a lot considering i dont like many people...