I don't care....

I dont like it....being zombified....but i am there again...oblivious to you...u once had a hold of me and now that is lost....u were my image of beauty but now ur eyes r empty to me....ur smile would bring me to tears and ur touch warmed my soul, but now they are passionless....the fire has been out for months and the embers are nothing more than dust....ur sent no longer lingers in the air, instead i breath in salt and urine...
I don't like it...i don't want it....the idea that u could walk right past me and u wont care...but here i am...living without u...love.