I could be ur best asset...a wise friend who cares....or a gentle simpleton....it's all perspective....but u wouldnt know how to tell the difference...

Shity....i had a moment....but it is gone now.....youth is definitely wasted on the young....it is crazy how quickly your body slows down....even though i am in better shape....my energy level is no way near what it was even a few years ago....i am fighting illness but still....
What makes it ironic is that i have way more dedication and wisdom to do what's right but tooo tired to get it done.....as before i would just put everything off for more fun things to do....or wast all my energy doing it wrong.
I have had a fun life....and i am glad i chose to live life over work.and career...but now i just wish i had the same energy that i used to because having fun is easy....working 70hours a week and trying to have a social life is hard.
It was a very weird moment today....those sirens wont snag me again though....i have to stay focused.