boogers....

Hello....nobody....I have always lived by the rule that where you are is only as good as the people you are with....it is the human connections we make that determine the enjoyment one gets out of life....but when you are alone...what does that mean...here i am all alone...it is hard to compare to when i first moved to SF and I was all alone...back then i was sooo depressed and loved obsessed that i couldn't be happy...but now things are much different...i am not wandering the streets at night hoping to find love...sad that i am all alone...no now I am wandering the streets, alone....that is it. But the truth is i will never know this city until i meet it's people...and to do that takes time...and an in....like SF i first had to meet one person,which was hard in it self because SF people dont make friends when they are out...it had to be done through a job, then through them i met everyone else, like a pyramid....this language thing is making things very difficult....i cant get a job....so i cant meet someone...

since that being the case i think i am resolving to try an come up with a plan B....Plan A of finding a way to move here does not seem possible...but what is plan B....