just a little after now

I am not happy...yet very hopefull...i am lookibg forward to what life sends me...but i realize i must suffer...and i know death and violoence and starvation r not my chalenges..my torturer for my life is abondenmont...lonlyness....and obviously bad spelling....those things wont kill u...still the same i suffer...suffered...and look forward to being loved...for real...because i have been fooled i have high standereds and lack of trust....i yern for the day she finds me...she wins me...she earns my love.

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