i need a new drug....

Well here is a new one….absolutely nothing has changed but everything is different….this blog is old and tired….i want to start all over but am to bogged down with tones of shit I need to do…to take this thing as it is…a look into my expressions of love….you see when I write and post things here its cuz I find nowhere else to release the overflow inside me…and the hardest thing to find a safe place to let go of is love….so it ends up here….there is more to me…there is more in my life….but I tell my friends about those things…besides, for some reason I find talking about my life goings on in a blog to be way to personal….but expressing my desire for love and my heartaches and such…well that’s all out in the open here…because here no one looks…well at least no one tells me they look….and its like, I get to release it then it gets to be gone and I get to move on….so since no one is listening anymore….