Monday, July 02, 2007

sorry boys...........and girls....

I'm done...nothing fucking matters anymore...life is a series of stages...its a skill you learn through the years..living...at first your some young tike...you learn to crawl...falling on your face dragin ass here and there and once you getit down some fuck pulls you by the pits and makes you stand...then walk...then run..then ride a bike..then your falling in love and...

every move you make is scary as shit...leaving all that was understood and mastered..."I HAD THAT CRAWLING SHIT DOWN, now you make me STAND!!!" oh shit this is scary...then you do it and you master it then you move onto the next...

where are you...what stage of life are you mastering...what stage are you afraid of moving onto...remember the last stage you where in..how scary it was at first...you know that feeling when something new hits you that you had no idea about...you think "I'M CRAWLING HERE AND IT GETS ME TO AND FRO SO GOOD...WHAT ARE YOU FUCKS WALKING FOR, THIS IS THE SHIT"...then some fuck makes you stand and its scary at first...but then you start walking...and then running...when was the last time you crawled...drunk as fuck because you lost your steps...You know it...moving on is good for you..growing is good for you...what you thought was life before is now moved on to a new stage that you had no idea existed...I thought I knew what a love connection was...i thought i was in love before...I think i just stood up......................scary as shit....i am loving it...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I adore this. U are so .... words don't do you justice.