A tragic case of logorrhea
Saturday, April 03, 2021
a day at the Joynt
Tuesday, January 12, 2021
who is in control
moving on
Thursday, September 10, 2020
America the free for everyone?
Wednesday, August 12, 2020
SCOTUS easy fix
Friday, July 17, 2020
shit to follow...
Friday, May 22, 2020
I'm back
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
ha! made you look.....
i don't know why i say hej...when all you say is hej da. hej da heeej hej da....it's a rip from a beetle song. sorry to lazy to put the right "a" up...but u know what i am saying.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
hello Snowflake....welcome to my last post....
you don't choose who you fall in love with....sometimes you don't even know why you're in love with that person...you should be in love with the hot better one that actually likes you back.... but your heart belongs to someone else, and no matter how much you wish you weren't in love with that person....you don't get to choose...you dont get to say when it will happen, how it happens...it just does...sometimes that love turns into a family....and other-times it cant grow, it is impossible to be...but love doesn't care....being in love with someone is not a choice....it is a feeling you have when you see them that you do not get with anyone else...i remembered love today.... love is unforgiving...
someday it will snow......Eduardo.
Saturday, August 11, 2012
a vampire where the sun never sets.....
it has been over a year since I have had sex....I dont see that changing anytime soon....not here in Sweden....my heart cant be in it, not anymore..........mistakes are being made everyday....sometimes a mistake leads to something amazing....doesn't change the mistake, just makes it feel less awful that you made a mistake...if only you could speek to me Snowflake....who are you? where are you? what am i doing in Sweden? did i make a mistake?
i made it to Germany....maybe i wouldn't have gone there if i wasn't coming here...l liked Germany....Sweden i keep feeling like i am seeing the same person everywhere, identical blond blue eyed girls n boys sprinkled into the crowds, and orange skinned girls, so awful looking....my adventure here has just begun....no judgments yet..... but without doubt it is much better than Malmo...prettier for sure....
i don't believe in fate, destiny, mystical reasons for things happening....i wasted much of my life waiting for something magical to find me and change my life....foolish...
i am spending my day sitting outside in the sun.....watching strangers square dance, while some odd running race circles around winding through the crowds, as i sit here and day dream...am i going to look up and see you...are you going to sneak up and surprise me with your beauty.....will it snow today....
it feels more like a very hot summer day in the Sahara desert....
i kinda feel stupid and embarrassed for being here....did i make a mistake....
so be it....i will make the best of it...this day is not over...the storms could be coming....or....i can enjoy the desert heat with some kick ass Swedish food..... until it snows my darling.....i will be falling in love with various pickled herrings, and potatoes drowning in toppings......