Just woke up from a crazy dream while napping...

i was at work and my hands full of plates when i noticed the doors were blocked by some table i set aside but forgot to put back...i noticed people trying to get in but i couldn't help them...i yelled for help but no one came, typical, so i did everything, then i was leaving work early but i couldnt leave cuz of the crowds at the door...but they were all looking outside to the street...so i grabbed a stool and made my way out to see...like i do i found a perfect spot to view...what apparently was a music video being filmed...a pop punk song something like greenday would do...so i thought of sharing this moment with the girl i love and got out my camera...i tried to take video but i couldnt get it to work...then everyone stopped and the crowd booed...apparently someone saw my camera and they had to stop...i was embarrassed, oops,so i shrunk away then the embarrassment woke me up...i also dreamt i was drowning earlier...work is getting to me...i need these next two days off...

it's time to go outside frolic in the gorgeous sunny day and do some fun crazy things...make some memories with some close friends and maybe learn something new...

there is only one of me...

so yes i can do anything i want alone...i do it often...i am my own man...i like quiete lone moments...it gives me time to think...to better see people...to create music and write poems...i love to go where the wind takes me...but still i love people, and friends...and i solve problems readily...here i am spilling my guts again...but fuck it i am down to have some fun...i am not afraid...i am confident...

the nuance of the fact that separation is bliss....

I blog with the intentions of deleting them when I wake up...it dosnt always happen....weed is in the air...I can't smoke it...it makes me halucinate and go crazy

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i am super fucking badass and awesome....

Do u miss me...u miss my smile...u miss my cudle...u miss the idea of coming home to me...u want me? U have to chase me.

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Let's talk about rights and lefts. You're right so I left.

i am giddy with joy..i have had an epiphany...so i have been listening to "why him? why her?" audio book...i have learned so much...now i know exactly why she loves me...and why she dumped me...opposites attract...i never knew anyone like her...there is this part where she talks about what your "dont do's" are and i did everyone of them...oops...i have to sleep now....have a good day beautifuls...

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I blogg because I love sweden...and it seems like she is hurting...and I want to be there for her cuz I love her....it is stupid of me cuz its her who dumped me...so I shouldn't be nice...but I can't not be me...when u get down to it I love...others leech off that...we live for each other...I have lots more to say...just not right now...last thing älskling...puss puss god natt.

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