Sunday, February 20, 2011

Over it...so i get to ramble to u...truth is if i was to be loved, my crazyness rambling would be apreciated and more so....craved...the idea that someone would say..."what else happended" tell me more...give me more of those drunkin ramblings...cuz i i know n i care....sure u had to be there for it to be funny...but u dont have to be here for me to empty my soul to u....csse closed, i lost.
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if i had a super power it would eminate fron my eyes...

Ok so...i met someone who is super...she is super hot...super smart...super fun...super easy to talk to...super cares about me...super makes me smile...super loves me...I super love.....("in" ?)...super fucking amazing badass....super friendly...super kind...super energetic n energizing...super talented...super strong minded...super loving...super makes me happy...super real honest and has super integrity...super romantic, super sexy, super makes me horny, and is soooo super fucking far....

And so i am super unsatisfied n super filled of lust....and as they say...different area code...let alone diferent country...i am surrounded by hot horney sluts...n i have that "someone cares about me" confidence glowing...its like cat nip for the pussy....but i am not givibg in...and it daunting that i wont see her for months...therefore i wont have sex for months...and again months untill i see her again...sooo my balls will have to get used to being blue...cuz its friday smoky and homey dont play that!
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Friday, February 18, 2011

a convo between my heart n soul...

Here is the thing...if u cant say it to my face...then dont say it at all...sure tell ur friends behind my back how u really feel...but know it doesnt matter unless u get the balls to tell me what's on ur mind...cuz truth is i can see it in ur eyes...everytime u gaze at me ur mouth gives u away...i know ur secret...its only a matter of time...time and wisdom, to know jumping in may be a mistake or the greatest thing ever....
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

the best worst ever

i have to remember this feeling...i have to remember how much my heart yearns, how much it hurts, i have to not forget exactly what love means to me...what i am driven by...why i love...and the sole purpose i will never be satisfied....i feel like ponce de leon in search of the fountain of youth, or cortez in a never ending quest for the city of gold...i am a conquistador and my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow is true real love....does it not exist either...

mondays rule

Ok...at double b...all alone....getting drunk...happy to not be one of the cool kids...satisfied in knowing i am too old...i lost...she won...but luckily i am the prize....real <3 kicks ass.........hello teddy.
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Monday, February 14, 2011

not editingthis one....

ok...truth is...i am a needy mother fucker...i dont believe i zoiac, but i agree with one thing my zodiac say...i amneedy, i am a cat that need sconstant attention....meaning i get lonely and sad, easy...so it is nice when someone sends me love....but i want more...i want a lot....i want it all the time until i cant take it anymore....the nu can let go for a minute...then give me more...so i guess that makes me needy...i am a needy person, but i am not clingy....its not about every second i need a touch is about every moment i need a "love u"....until i know its all good....AND NO, not really, i am not that demanding the truth is i want it now and i am not getting it and it fucking sucks, but i will be fine once i get it....once i trust,...i am all over the place right now...i feel lke i keep getting better and now i feel like i hit the top...but if i keep rising when will i find the bast...when i can say this is the last,the ms. forever, the holly shit u r the best!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Que passa snygging
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what wasz i doing

Ok so i fergot...forgot...i dont remember....
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drunk at amber

It is so amny things....it never is one songle action that changes the world....its not gthe facebook post, its not the 2 min chat, its not the glance that hits u deep in ur soul...n so on n so much more...its all about everything from front to back...beging to end...
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