mondays rule

Ok...at double b...all alone....getting drunk...happy to not be one of the cool kids...satisfied in knowing i am too old...i lost...she won...but luckily i am the prize....real <3 kicks ass.........hello teddy.

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not editingthis one....

ok...truth is...i am a needy mother fucker...i dont believe i zoiac, but i agree with one thing my zodiac say...i amneedy, i am a cat that need sconstant attention....meaning i get lonely and sad, easy...so it is nice when someone sends me love....but i want more...i want a lot....i want it all the time until i cant take it anymore....the nu can let go for a minute...then give me more...so i guess that makes me needy...i am a needy person, but i am not clingy....its not about every second i need a touch is about every moment i need a "love u"....until i know its all good....AND NO, not really, i am not that demanding the truth is i want it now and i am not getting it and it fucking sucks, but i will be fine once i get it....once i trust,...i am all over the place right now...i feel lke i keep getting better and now i feel like i hit the top...but if i keep rising when will i find the bast...when i can say this is the last,the ms. forever, the holly shit u r the best!

Que passa snygging

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what wasz i doing

Ok so i fergot...forgot...i dont remember....

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drunk at amber

It is so amny things....it never is one songle action that changes the world....its not gthe facebook post, its not the 2 min chat, its not the glance that hits u deep in ur soul...n so on n so much more...its all about everything from front to back...beging to end...

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I figured out the answer to the greatest question of them
all...cuz fact is how do u really know...especially when its new, endorphins are raging everything is new and exciting and wonderful, uve met some one attractive and better yet they r attracted to u....and if ur like me u fall hard and fast....n u wonder if this is real love ur feelin or just ur hopless ramanticism creating love from a mutual attraction...how do u know.....i got an idea...

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i figured out how u know ur in love

U know ur love is real true love when u dont know what u need until the person ur in love with is there handing it to u.

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So I wait, in trepidation…

I keep forgetting it’s the Asshole that wins the girl…it’s the nice guy that’s there for you when you need him that gets shit on….the Asshole that plays the games keeps her stringing along….the nice guy who is too honest for those childish ways losses her interest…

I need to learn how to be an Asshole, maybe I should hang out in the marina and take lessons…cuz someday I am going to meet a girl I don’t want to lose, and she is going to need me to treat her like shit…is that really true?

I am a hopeless romantic…I enjoy being in love, I enjoy the process of it all, the buying flowers, going on dates, teasing back and forth…but I have put my heart out there so many times just to have it fucked over, used, and misunderstood, that I can no longer trust Love, I can no longer just fall in love as hard and fast as I once did…My heart hides deep underneath layers of scar tissue built up from years of heart break….

I am afraid of doing all the wrong things, of being too nice, of being too easy, wondering if it’s just the Love she’s interested in and not in who I am…and my heart will not go out on a limb to find out…I am a Zombie, again…

(pause, breath)

I am a Zombie…but like the frog waiting to be kissed by its princess, Inside the Zombie is Loves Greatest Champion…and when that moment comes….

Behold, Loves Greatest Champion! As such I must hold truth that this nice guy will find his girl, that this Man will find his Women….that someone will understand my heart and know how delicate it is, how wonderful it is and how lucky she is my Soul let her see it…to know I am a Man and that no Asshole has the gallantry, integrity, or passion to overcome any challenge as I can with her Love as my strength…

Cee Lo- I Want You

first time

Its always hurts the first time

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