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What happened last week?

sometimes you got to keep somethings to yourself...this last week was filled with the typical shenanigans and such all caped off with a very crazy St. Patys Day...But unfortunately i forgot my camera all week and have no pictures to remind me of how fucking nutz my week was...and so this week will be lost because soon my memories of it will fade and be drunk away some other intoxicated drug filled night...But I'll never forget one moment...when I let my emotions get the best of me...your reaction was all too predictable...and I saw right through that wall...It felt good and sad because knowing you cared I also know Things changed...and they can never change back...not for me...

Last week...

On Monday night, due to Eric and Jason giving up liquor for lent...Maria and I had the task of finishing off three bottles of champagne from my work...and we were very glad to do it...

Tuesday Jason and I enjoyed a fucking awesome Duran Duran tribute night at Trannyshack...

Wednesday night I forgot to eat but had plenty to drink with the Mecca folk...my quote of the night at Amber...."I like older chics"...smooch smooch...then some bum tried to snag a slice of our pizza...the rest of the night is shady...


Thursday is ladies night at Mecca..and for me...a great time tooo...

"It's Friday and I'm in love"....Eric is back in town and the boys and I enjoyed a radical evening at Boy Bar...ending 17 days of abstaining from liquor..not a bad run...

Saturday after a slow evening shift at Mecca I drag the boys out...first to a party full of chic ladies...than to meet a friend at DNA...where sometime around 330am I FUCKING LOST MY PHONE...so angry about that....

Sunday...I fucking gorgeous day out and I'm stuck in Mecca...but its champagne Sunday...so after we closed it was a Champagne bath for my teeth...then after a quick stop at some other bar i stumbled home...









Now its Monday Again...i wonder what's in store for this week....

avoidence is a way of life...

So I took another personality test...just wasting more time avoiding living my life still....and the results are...

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 80% Orderliness |||| 16% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||| 30% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63% Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70% Materialism |||||||||| 36% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Work ethic |||| 16% Self absorbed |||||| 23% Conflict seeking || 10% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43% Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Avoidant |||||||||| 36% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth |||||||||||||| 56% Dependency |||||||||||| 50% Change averse |||| 16% Cautiousness || 10% Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76% Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56% Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70% Histrionic |||||| 23% Paranoia || 10% Vanity |||||||||||| 50% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43% Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63%

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Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..

Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.

trait snapshot:
messy, tough, disorganized, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, positive, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, sarcastic


Hmmmm....I think the numbers a pretty accurate...Im not surprised much...the "trait snapshot" is my fave...

Bud Wiser....not realy all that wise...

just when you think its all going so well...you turn a corner and a frying pan hits you in the face....and the shity thing is that you read a sign before turning that corner to duck....but instead of doing what you knew had to be done...you took the easy road and got smacked in the face with a frying pan...sometimes I like to check out of reality and disappear from life...forget about all my responsibilities and just go to the fridge and grab a beer...its very true I wrote a song about it...I've been doing it all my life...and every time after checking out i turn a corner and SMACK a frying pan in my face....but this time it feels more like a fucking sledgehammer....oh well...I got to go to work now and pretend everything is ok...cuz really it is....

Thinking of you....

How can you fall in love again...after your heart was treated so carelessly...after you fell so hard for someone who never treated you truly...someone who considers you as a mere footnote in a long line of nobody's...how can you trust yourself to feel again when your heart betrayed you...betrayed you like Brutus's knife in Caesars back...you fucking cant...I FUCKING CANT....

Year of the guey...

I stuck my foot in my mouth and it tasted too familiar….escaping yourself is not always possible…sometimes you have to look in a mirror and actually see what is looking back at yah…to know when to draw that line when to be real and when to just say what they need to hear…weekends are made for wicked debauchery and extensive moments of deep thought fallowed by vodka soaked shenanigans and losing oneself by dancing your ass off to some fucking kick ass music and all with the right person….because no matter what you do…if your not with the right person…it can all just be some boring ass shit…and the fact is the right people make everything…the right people can make any place memorable…